I couldn't even sleep
Couldn't even dream
Couldn't find my peace
So I had to leave
Eternal sleep
Please leave me be
I want to rest
I want to rest
I tried to do it all
I took a big fall
Built up some walls
But it's my fault
I'm dead
Couldn't change that
I want to go back
I want to go back
I want to go back
I want to go back
I want to go back
I want to go back
I want to go back
I want to go back
Couldn't change that
Couldn't change that
Running from my past
Running from my mom and dad
I don't want to tell them that I'm sad
Thinking my thoughts were too abstract
Sitting in my room yeah it's too compact
Sitting in the snow but it's too damn cold
I just want to know where I will go
It is what it is
This is where the story ends
Closed curtains
Fin
It is what it is
This is where the story ends
Closed curtains
Fin
And now as I come to terms with my decision
I wish I could take it all back
I let short term feelings make a long term solution
See I thought this is where I wanted to go
I wanted to be free
But not like this
I just want things to go back but they can't
What's done is done
So I will continue on with my adventure
Possibly one day you might see me in the reflection of your mirror
But never again will you see the life of myself
And the joy that was taken
Yes we all make mistakes
But I made the worst
I hope you can understand
I'll see you on the other side