Trust the Process Video (MV)

And I should love myself
Because I've been there every time
That there was no-one else
And I've been here every time that I was overwhelmed
Diving in the shark infested ocean just to save myself
This life's a lucid dream
That's why I'm losing sleep
I'm losing focus, no I'm focused on my losing streak
Feeling homeless 'cause my house is not a home to me
I'm feeling broken 'cause I'm not what I had hoped to be

And if you take away my pain
I will never be the same
So I make peace with all my demons
I just want to live the way I'm dreaming

My mind's in twenty places
I'm hyperventilating
I cry for help inside my mind
But then I never take it
It's like I'm running from myself
Inside this crazy matrix
I love my music
And I really hope that I can make it
I hope my voice is heard
Know I'm not the first
I'm been writing
And then I'm hanging on to every word
I make mistakes
And then I pay for them at every turn
I've been patient, I've been waiting since my date of birth
I think my heart's in pieces
That's why I'm hardly speaking
I'm hardly moving
Still I'm moving through the harshest beatings
I mask my past beneath my scares
Until my scares are bleeding
I felt the vastness of my karma when I started breathing
And now I see my angels
I know that seeing's painful
The truth will tear your life apart and it will rearrange you
Believing in yourself is what will truly save you
I said believing in yourself
Is what will truly save you

And if you take away my pain
I will never be the same
So I make peace with all my demons
I just want to live the way I'm dreaming

You can conceal me with your rusty chains
My eye is open
Now I've noticed
That it's time to change
I find it strange how all these people seem to fight the pain
When you accept it
You will finally start to find your range
I shoot to move the target
I raise the bar
Cause If I don't thenI'll be moving past it
Music is what I chose to master
I'm moving faster than I should
Sometimes I lose my armour
I lose my heart along the path
But I'm a Dalaï Lama

And if you take away my pain
I will never be the same
So I make peace with all my demons
I just want to live the way I'm dreaming