Natestapes - Stressing Lyrics

There was, sitting in my room just stressing
All I really wanted was your blessing
Put your hands, in the sky
Not me cause you know I'm high and slow
High and slow
And slow
High and slow

I can't hate 'cause I still feel love
Fell to deep, now I can't get up
I guess I lost your trust
Lost your smile
Now I've lost your touch
I forgot it would cost this much
To fall in love, to fall in lust
You were there when the things got tough
Now I have to seal all these feelings up
You learnt to know me off by heart
The only one that ever even tried so hard
I don't know if you like my bars
But I still wrote songs to define our past
I tried to realign our stars
But I guess our fates made us drift apart
You know I gave a big piece of my heart
But I don't want it back
Please keep that half
We've spent time that I can't forget
I hope you know I would have stayed until the end
Instead I have to stay your friend
Pretend I don't still feel the same
I just wanna' talk
I don't wanna' hate you
'Cause thoughts of you still flood my brain
I should probably let you go
Throw away the piece of my hear you broke
Since you've left I've done nothing but smoke
Music in my ears every time I'm not home
Since you've left I've done nothing but smoke
Music in my ears every time I'm not home

There I was, sitting in my room just stressing
All I really wanted was your blessing
Put your hands, In the sky
Not me cause you know I'm high and slow
High and slow
And slow
High and slow

I really hope that these feelings do fade
'Cause I can't keep up as our memories play
Over in my mind like a memory chain
I'm suffering from memory pains
You still cross my thoughts every minute of the day
Everywhere I go I'm seeing your name
I dreamed you were still in my arms
Still in love
Still under my charm
Then I woke up to the same old alarm
Reality hit me in the face pretty hard
Now I can't erase our past
You had a huge space in my heart
But that spaced turned cold and that space turned dark
That space grew old and it broke in half
But it wasn't new pain
It just woke old scars
Tearing at those scabs that had grown so hard
Now I can't really tell if I've grown so far
When I fall in love, I just fall too far
You still hold my heart, like a calling card
And I still feel love though two months have past
Still never loved so much so fast
You are the one
Smile lights up my days like the sun
Sun rose up now it's set has begun
I, can't hide from love all I can do is run

There was, sitting in my room just stressing
All I really wanted was your blessing
Put your hands, In the sky
Not me cause you know I'm high and slow
High and slow
And slow
High and slow