Woke up lost
Sold my soul
But what was the cost?
Cast adrift in my thoughts
Can't see behind my back
But I still watch
I know that i promised
To give up my heart
It's kinda hard to do that
When my fingers were crossed
Hold up lemme just catch my breath
It's taken away by the thoughts in my head
Lucid in a nightmare
Never see quite clear
I can feel a little bit
Of breath on my ear
I just gotta fight fear
There isn't any light near
Put me under pressure
And that's when I might tear
Talk to my demons they been
Turning my heart into a void
Doubt I can ever beat them
They'll never win if I don't join
So many doubts in my head
I'm thinkin I'll just flip a coin
Blood starts to boil
Skin turning red
They won't stop til I'm destroyed
Hands on deck
But the noose on throat
At my neck
Then I lose control
At my best
I abuse my soul
I'm a wreck
I refuse all hope
Sick of the feeling
Of feeling too empty
Dragged by the stress
And my chest is too heavy
Talk to myself
I'm right where you left me
Don't want your negativity
I got plenty
Put me in the mother f*ckin dirt
I been thinking to myself
That it couldn't get worse
Three in the morning
Spit up on my shirt
Getting too drunk
I don't wanna feel hurt
Escaping the things in my mind
Started chasing a substance
That can numb it
Every single time
That I look in the mother f*cking mirror
I get so disgusted
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English
Woke up lost
Sold my soul
But what was the cost?
Cast adrift in my thoughts
Can't see behind my back
But I still watch
I know that i promised
To give up my heart
It's kinda hard to do that
When my fingers were crossed
Hold up lemme just catch my breath
It's taken away by the thoughts in my head
Lucid in a nightmare
Never see quite clear
I can feel a little bit
Of breath on my ear
I just gotta fight fear
There isn't any light near
Put me under pressure
And that's when I might tear
Talk to my demons they been
Turning my heart into a void
Doubt I can ever beat them
They'll never win if I don't join
So many doubts in my head
I'm thinkin I'll just flip a coin
Blood starts to boil
Skin turning red
They won't stop til I'm destroyed
Hands on deck
But the noose on throat
At my neck
Then I lose control
At my best
I abuse my soul
I'm a wreck
I refuse all hope
Sick of the feeling
Of feeling too empty
Dragged by the stress
And my chest is too heavy
Talk to myself
I'm right where you left me
Don't want your negativity
I got plenty
Put me in the mother f*ckin dirt
I been thinking to myself
That it couldn't get worse
Three in the morning
Spit up on my shirt
Getting too drunk
I don't wanna feel hurt
Escaping the things in my mind
Started chasing a substance
That can numb it
Every single time
That I look in the mother f*cking mirror
I get so disgusted
Sold my soul
But what was the cost?
Cast adrift in my thoughts
Can't see behind my back
But I still watch
I know that i promised
To give up my heart
It's kinda hard to do that
When my fingers were crossed
Hold up lemme just catch my breath
It's taken away by the thoughts in my head
Lucid in a nightmare
Never see quite clear
I can feel a little bit
Of breath on my ear
I just gotta fight fear
There isn't any light near
Put me under pressure
And that's when I might tear
Talk to my demons they been
Turning my heart into a void
Doubt I can ever beat them
They'll never win if I don't join
So many doubts in my head
I'm thinkin I'll just flip a coin
Blood starts to boil
Skin turning red
They won't stop til I'm destroyed
Hands on deck
But the noose on throat
At my neck
Then I lose control
At my best
I abuse my soul
I'm a wreck
I refuse all hope
Sick of the feeling
Of feeling too empty
Dragged by the stress
And my chest is too heavy
Talk to myself
I'm right where you left me
Don't want your negativity
I got plenty
Put me in the mother f*ckin dirt
I been thinking to myself
That it couldn't get worse
Three in the morning
Spit up on my shirt
Getting too drunk
I don't wanna feel hurt
Escaping the things in my mind
Started chasing a substance
That can numb it
Every single time
That I look in the mother f*cking mirror
I get so disgusted
Writer: Nathan Strimpel
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