Lately my mind's been doing alright
I'm not eating too well
But I'm sleeping at night, I
Figured out what I need
Not what I want, I'm just a little out of touch
And my mind is not made up
Seascapes of green, rocks on the shore
I wander rosy skies, too
And oh-so much more
I want to wake up at noon
Be home by five, maybe
Back out at ten
I want to feel alive
There's a dream of a house to shelter my heart
But the crystal is black
It's tearing me apart
I need to count every dime
Pre-fill my cup
Now I'm almost 24
And my mind is not made up
Oh, dear hopes and dreams
Tell me what it means
It's weary living life just in retrospect
I'll get it all figured out, and then I can start
But somethings gotta help me to get through
Just this part
My mind is not made up
Lately my mind's been doing okay
And I'm starting to think maybe life will always
Be this way