Natalie Nichole - This Is Us [Extended Version] Lyrics

For the past two weeks,
Ive been weak contemplating things,
Searching for a remedy and feeling defeat,
What is the reason life has been treating,
Me so indecent, lately,
And I cant bare to depict this goodbye
Coldness fills me up, tears In my eyes
Baby why I feel like this aint a surprise
Youve taken up so much of my life,
And youd make me your wife,

Baby how you do me like that
Howd it end up screwed up like that,
What kind of fairytale is that,
I dont understand,

And I know you wanna say I do but you dont
I know you wanna say you will but you wont
Loving me aint easy baby you complete me but heartaches our floor

And here I am feeling this fomo for what though,
Out of it but controlled, whats all the work for,
Loving you is torture, and I cant keep dealing,
Im writing and sending and feeling its for nun though
What was it all for,

And I dont want to take away from the connection
Cause baby boy listen to me, you're such a blessing
But lately Ive been feeling the need for some confessing,
Cause the love youve been giving to me has me stressing
And I dont think Ill ever figure this shit out,
How can a destined love never run its route,
When two souls connect but life makes you sit it out
Imperfectly perfect for one another yet unendowed

And I know you wanna say I do but you dont
I know you wanna say you will but you wont
Loving me aint easy baby you complete me but heartaches our floor

And I could sit here forever,
Making these excuses, times of the essence
Yet weve pursued this, time is transcendent
And its transfusive, its all illusion, yet we still do this

My heart cant heal if it keeps reopening, foundation we built off of
Keeps us unfolding, let us reassess all the damages, we broken,
Whats the use in hoping,

And I cant bare to depict this goodbye
Coldness fills me up, tears In my eyes
Baby why I feel like this aint a surprise
Youve taken up so much of my life,

Baby how you do me like that
Howd it end up screwed up like that,
What kind of fairytale is that,
I dont understand,

And I really wanna say I do but I dont
I really wanna say i will but I wont
Loving you aint easy
But heartaches our floor