I close my eyes and start to see
My own blank face staring back at me
In the dark and I start to forget what I see
Cause I'm used to it now and the lights what I need
But I'm kind of aware of something there
Something there I don't know what to think
Cause my minds saying stop and start at the same time
But how do you start if you don't even try
I can't even think to save my
Life and I can't understand so I say Hi
In my mind's eye I'm sitting here questioning why
Cause I can't start to try out for help I cry
But my life is ahead of me like threatening night
So I blankly say hi
To no-one in particular just maybe I
Can start to see what you want me to do with my life
Cause right now I don't know and my brains acting oh so slow
I can't even think to save my
Life and I can't understand so I say
Why can't life play out like I want