Put me in my coffin cause I feel so dead inside
Phantom with a chauffeur All because I cannot drive
Money spending ain't no saving just because I hate life
Gucci blackouts when we go and enter club lights
808 on gothic nights it's gon' ignite the club fights
They say Pain is beauty my entire body's aching
Hard to trust a body when their love for me is faking
Everybody wants the foreign So they whip the same thing
Gucci aces take me places and my pain is fading
All I do is show my love but people keep on hating
While i'm still around you should learn to appreciate me
Pistol grip on nights like these I feel like detonating
Diamonds fiji water and they dance like Michael Jackson
Burnout with the beamer and i'm testing out the traction
Bathing ape the camo and it's gonna disguise the mac ten
Buy myself a castle then I Vacay in my mansion
Always jug on iphones I will never use a Samsung
Roping on my neck till moment I stop kicking
Steady sippin Chevy whippin
Death i'm on a mission-Yuh
I'm a Dead man on a mission
Dead man on a mission To get out of hell
Away from this pain I know you can't tell
Too introverted to seek any help
Now im Strapped with a Ferragamo belt thinking this really how it should be dealt
Here's my prayer to the holy ghost
I apologies to the ones I loved most
Im done picking up broken memories
I just want to feel some sort of peace
This anxiety killing me having me on my knees
Begging to be free never letting me leave
I don't ever want to be ignored
When I finally hit the floor will I ever see the lord
Lifeless eyes still see
That you never cared
Leaving this life
I don't ever want to bare
Standing on this chair
Packing pistol when I walk around
Talking loud
Unloading rounds
Slashing all these hell hounds in the background
Keeping me bound dragging me down
Self harming voices speaking it's time to rest
Trying my best to suppress this stress
Making rhymes with the brotha as a pastime
Just to stay alive
With the hopes we don't take our lives
In a selfish crime
Will tomorrow be mine
Wanting to be there one last time
Just in case this is my goodbye