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Day three? or day one? Man what's the difference?
It's all the same to me, well, that's my opinion
Day three of the week, day one of my return
That gives me Tuesday, when I give and I learn
The introverted side of me is hangin' on by only a thread
But I don't think that people will leave me dead
Unless they stab me in the back, which I wouldn't appreciate
But really I should focus on how to not deviate
From the Son, need to learn to run, this ain't just for fun
Trying gets you nowhere, it's training that gets it done
They'll get that in A Few, but now it's Wednesday my dudes
I'm just writing this at 2, with my future in view
And if I can be honest I'm gettin' pretty nervous
I'm looking at everything like "How am I gonna work this?"
But everything in front of me is there for a purpose
Breathe in, breathe out. I'm blessed to have these burdens
I'm back now
I know it's been a minute
I know that I'm a little different
But so are you
I'm back now
I know it's been a minute
I know that I'm a little different
But this PartDeux
It's weird seeing all these kids that I don't know
Senior year, just a few months to go
Not a lot of time, so I don't want to waste it
Look at the mirror, "You're a senior," gotta face it
So now I'm back, and I'm on the group chat
It's funny, the fact that they don't know that I can rap
Yeah they might laugh, they might not believe me
But I do this for myself, I don't need them to retweet me
I'm tryna change, tryna act a little older
My boy Garrett be helpin' me to get a little swoller
But meanwhile a golden retriever is on my folder
Ms. Straight asked what's my interest, seven point nine's what I told her
I'm tryna stay composed, not just say what I know
USC when people ask me where I wanna go
That's Southern Cali, y'all, dubs up, west west
But I'mma try to make this last year my best best
I'm back now
I know it's been a minute
I know that I'm a little different
But so are you
I'm back now
I know it's been a minute
I know that I'm a little different
But this PartDeux
It's weird to feel like moving on
Cause I come back, and they're playing the same songs
I need to forgive, but I don't know how to do it
I used to think I got it, but now I'm about to lose it
Self can't help self, what am I 'posed to do?
I don't really wanna try, cause I don't wanna lose
I know I can't be hatin' if I ever wanna move
I'm looking to the sky, Lord help me be like you
Cause every time I see that face, I get filled with hate
I know it's a mess, and I don't wanna regret it
Later on in my life; this attitude won't suffice
Should forgive and repent, but I would rather forget it
But what are the implications on what is my destination
I think I need recreation, but I just need meditation
No I just need medication to help kill my hesitation
To use all my education to get the restoration
Pray for me
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This is PartDeux
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