Yeah
No I'm not gonna lie, the come-up will take time
But I'm ready to work it because I got it in my mind
The only game I play is the long one
Getting better ever since that summer when I dropped my song one
I'm a genius and a mastermind, don't even try to question it
Me and Alex batting down the door cause they won't let us in
I am not veteran and there is no accelerant
You can't have the answer without knowing what the question is
So where am I headed? Apparently it's downhill
Turn the lights out and strip me down to my crown jewels
You would just see chaos, and you would just see ruins
Try to build it back up but didn't know how to do it
Every day I'm messing up, every day I blew it
Fam is getting mad and I'm trying not to lose
But then I switched, now you see me moving
This is my time, lemme show you what I'm doin
I been waiting to go off, nah I'm not one to blow off
Any opportunity that's gonna let me show off
No I know that I'mma have to change my number in a minute
Don't get mad if I don't text back, nah I'm too busy winning
I been on the grind more than kids who like to sixty nine
I'll just have you know you ain't entitled to my time
I like to make them nervous, they start questioning my sanity
You can try to hate me but you'll still end up a fan of me
Plan B? More like Plan A part two
Only real ones know what was before PartDeux
Maybe you think I should trust you, I think differently
I got a tight circle, no only God be fixing me
Missing me, I don't understand how that could happen
Cause I'm in and out, I'm only committed to this passion
I'll let you have your opinion, unless it's incorrect
You don't think that Harry's an angel, you're wack in the head
Don't even apologize, I swear that you're fine
I just won't stay around cause now you're wasting my time
I might get in trouble for what I'm saying now
But I can't hear the beat, and DNCE is playing now
But lemme take it back to a time where I did not believe in myself
Didn't expect to have anything, no woman, no wealth
I was in Pre-K, just memorizing Bible verses
Best in the class, could prolly spit a fire sermon
But these sexy ladies caught my eye and I couldn't resist
If sin's a university then I was a commit
Ever Since New York I was trapped in the net
They think I'm a man of God, I'm like you wanna bet??
August of Twenty Fourteen I started writing
Trash lyrics, helping me to stand up when I'm fighting
I never shared those with no one but Emma and Andi
Skip ahead a couple years, and then I started planning
I knew I'd have a time of Waiting before I could cut the lights
Had to clear my mind of these sexual sights
Had to get over all my little crushes
Felt like my feet were dragging so I had to get some crutches
But what am I 'posed to do, when I'm drowning out in the blue? and
None of my family knew that I couldn't get through?
I needed something potent, I needed something knew
Need to rocket away like I'm 1KPhew
Out of context, it doesn't make sense
Interested to see what I hear from the rents
I feel like they could smell it on me but I guess not
The bittersweet taste of sin is making me rot
Time to fight my demons, that's what Brasel saying
Time to grab the sword, there's a dragon that's needs slaying
Nah I don't dream anymore, I only have nightmares
But give me five more minutes and this time I will not fight fair
Beautiful days are ahead, I can see it, I can feel it
The proper change will never come if I don't be it
Developed some patterns, and I know the devil sees it
Looking for temptation, but now I gotta flee it
Support is great, but don't obsess, I don't need stans yet
I'm gonna take a year off, I ain't finished with my plans yet
I'm don't make it for you for anymore, I'm making it for me
So please do not expect anything more from NG
I'll sign before I'm taken, a feature will come with payment
I'm done acting humble, no I know that I'm amazing
Don't reassure me, let me say what I been saying
And I ain't gon' lie, yeah I know I'll be famous
Throw me to the wolves, without a single word
Do not watch my fight or even say my name
The only thing for you to do is wait and to pray
I'm wandering in the desert, I've been lost for some time
But when I emerge, I promise to you that I will be alive
I will be more free than ever before
Because I have given up on my own creation
"What is this creation?" you may want to ask
It was a veil
It was a mask
It was a shell that had kept me trapped for some time
But once I emerge, I will truly be alive
But right now, I am on a journey of faith
One that will turn my knowledge into belief
It is a journey to my heart, and it starts in my my head
And Stuart Clark is here
And Narrowgate is dead