Narrowgate - Clarity (feat. Missy Zem) Lyrics

I'm nervous, I been getting nervous, that I messed this all up
That I made a wrong move and now I've wasted my chance
I tell people that I got plans, but I don't know
If I've made a mistake, if I did the wrong dance
I've said in all these songs that I'm going to LA
I've told so many people, with so much confidence
But now I think that I misunderstood, now I'm sitting here like "what is providence?"
So now I'm questioning what's my itinerary?
Safety up north? or where Christians think it's scary?
I wanna take the risk, and I want you to trust me
But I'm still over here trying not be lusting
Not that I have to perfect, cause that's your job
But I wanted to chase daylight, is that so hard?
Maybe I'm right or maybe the devil's scared of me
Either way, God, I'm just asking for clarity

When?
Tell me what
Tell me where
Cause I don't know
I don't know
Who?
Tell me how
Tell me why
Cause I don't know
I don't know

Look here's the thing I don't know what I'm doing
I just know like 792 I gotta keep moving
I tell people I got plans, but now I don't know
If I made a mistake, thinking that I could flow
Or that I market, or that I could make the SCU
I tell myself, "You gotta quit stressing dude"
But what if all my dreams aren't a part of the plan?
What if I'm slipping through the holes in His hands?
Oh the blasphemy, but I'd rather be honest
Than keep it hidden away and not see what is beyond it
Like God's just saying "you need to let go
Just do what you can and stop tryna control
Everything that's in motion cause you can't even see it
You made Not Me, now I need you to believe it
You wonder 'am I right? Or is the devil scared of me'
Just wait it out, Clark, I promise I'll give you clarity"

When?
Tell me what
Tell me where
Cause I don't know
I don't know
Who?
Tell me how
Tell me why
Cause I don't know
I don't know