Narrative - Of All My Friends, I Was the One to Grow Up the Fastest Lyrics

It's been a while
I took some time
Working out who I felt that I should be
Took a long drive
I spent a couple of days
All alone in my car
Screaming lyrics that made my heart break
Because I've always felt that way

Growing up was never easy
Growing up came a little too fast for me
Growing up was never easy
I still haven't found peace

Putting miles on my car
Paid too much for gas in remote places
But I know she'll get me far
From the anxiety that getting older gave me
Don't wanna pay rent
Don't wanna mask my insecurities
Spending money that I haven't got
On little things to make me happy

Growing up was never easy
Growing up came a little too fast for me
Growing up was never easy
I still haven't found peace

Growing up was never easy
Growing up came a little too fast for me
Growing up was never easy
I still haven't found peace

Threw my entire paycheck down a wishing well
Hoping on a dream
Waiting for a sign that the universe had listened
I just wish to be happy

Growing up was never easy
Growing up came a little too fast for me
Growing up was never easy
I still haven't found peace

Growing up was never easy
Growing up came a little too fast for me
Growing up was never easy
I still haven't found peace

Try as I might
I still haven't found the me I wanted to be