Deserving Video (MV)

Feel like ion deserve it, but i been through so much i know that im deserving
Of love, and other things
And I ain't even searching
Locked in, DND on my phone when im working
I forget that people also perceive me as a person
If I give you a pass to my mind, is it worth it?
Learning to move forward, though the future is uncertain
You can never graduate life, im always learning
Lately i been feeling like a failure, always hurting
Mind been running wild, like an animal
Niggas tryna bite my swag they some cannibals
A thousand sorrys couldn't even fix all the damages
Not even bandages

Right person, wrong time
Hope it ain't that
But if it is, it's cool i still enjoyed what we had
It is what it is, I'm taking risks, im not going back
Only forward
When i make it, give my momma cash, cause i owe her
I ain't leaving no brothers behind, like a soldier
I be in my mind most times, lifting boulders
It's hard to give hugs, cause the world, on my shoulders
On my shoulders

Feel like i am running outta time
Hope you hearing every line
Tell you that I'm good, even when im doing fine
Tryna stay cool, but my mood is intertwined
Life made me a rebel, you ain't ever seen my side -
Of the story
I got nothing to hide, only hear the truth from me
I'mma bring you up, if you kept it real with me
All this love for art, that's really the nitty gritty
Man I hope you feel me