Nani Saint Jude - In Loving Memory Lyrics

Hello
It's been two months now
I'm glad you wrote me back
I can taste the unripe mangos
When i read your words last

And i'll ruminate on what to say
But i won't play the victim
I'll make it hurt so that it reads
Like finely aged venom

Is this how you be
A dyke at the end of the world
Is this how i be
A dyke without a girl
Is this how you be
At the end of the world
Is this how you be
How can you be sure?

I'm not over you
I'm not over you
I'm not over you
I'm not over you

And it hurts so much more
Because I told you everything
Of how i learned to fall with love
And how I broke both my wings

So buy your clothes off depop
I won't show to your court order
You're so self righteous yet
You f*ck your coworker

Is this how you feel
When you don't trust affection
Is this how it feels
Well next time i'll be protected
Is this how you feel
When you burn your recollections
Is this how you feel
How do you feel real?

I'm not over you
I'm not over you
I'm not over you
I'm not over you

I'm not over you
I'm not over you
I'm not over you
I'm not over
I'm not over
I'm not over