Turning into something I hate once again
I'm not controlling myself and my actions reflect
A life of self pity and a guilty conscious
I lack respect for those I shouldn't
And manipulate scenarios to get what I want
I need to change I'm on a really bad path
Consistantly I hurt the people I love
Mutilating my relationship with those I care for
And destroying my chance to show
That I need to repair with you
I make mistakes that I regret and
I never intended on hurting anyone
I'm a growing person and I owe the world more appreciation
It's time to slow down
Mistakes leave scars
Wounds they'll always remember
That'll echo in their memories
I guess it's the right decision
The world doesn't serve many options (I guess it's the right decision)
When the behavioural instability of ones actions inflict
Upon the full extent of a household
To smash a wall and scream
Would not resolve anything
It's time to slow down
Mistakes leave scars
It's time to slow down
Mistakes leave scars
It's time to slow down
It's time to slow down