NamedTobias. - Story Mode Flow Lyrics

Had a conversation with one of the homies round the way
Happened to be the day after a night of gunplay
Let a few ring off, escaped the yellow tape
Masked up, black goves, no prints, no face
No face, no case true way the games played
What's it all for? He said his child needs a change
He will not experience, my struggle day to day
No plans to stay in it, but to him the only way
He said, xanex can't get you this high, just a dose
Lines pure coke, truth, everybody knows
Feel it in your bones, help you balance like your toes
As I let you in, the reveal I expose
Mind is a war zone, plagued with gunshots
Stir it, cook it, bag it up, block full of crack rock
Hood full of have nots, stuck in a bad spot
Corruption from black cops, destruction a sad plot
I had no other option so in turn gotta get it
Pops was in and out, in other words made an exit
Moms dated suckers on the real, some got checked quick
At a young tender age I would risk a death sentence
Moms worked 3 jobs only child home alone
Hungry need money, streets answered my call, like a phone
She believed in God attended church growing up
Felt his presence, but as I grew older I felt stuck
Plus the streets love me, funny with money no longer ugly
Crooked women badges on the low they wanna cuff me
Tired of the hussle, but it really does fund me
Providing for my seed, got me thinking whats above me?
Apologize to vent, last night got me bent
Pulled a trigger to defend, crying out will it end?
Something don't sit right, life I live got me paranoid
P's & Q's on 10, look everywhere like I'm hearing noise

I need some help
I need some help

Had a conversation with one of the shorties round my way
Exhausted from the life she chose she need a break
Queen to the neighborhood boss, she know the game
Black bags fill the crib while counting money need a change
Her child stay fed, reaping from the coke wave
Baby daddy in the ends, building bricks like an estate
Proceed with caution thru the gates, even on sunny days
Living looking over shoulders, cuz it just ain't safe
I asked her what she in it for? A better life
Plagued with a change of heart, all she want is peaceful nights
So many lonely nights, wonder if he is alright
Fearing she'll get the call and be alone rest of her life
Feeling like a clown, cuz this just ain't it
Tears fall, only imagine the pain that she in
Nowhere to run, itching for higher power
Rose in the concrete, see the strength in this flower
Had goals and ambitions, now she just the misses
Riding shotgun winking, blowing first lady kisses
Interesting how many and power can change the vision
Tryna make it thru, tho she know there's something missing
Wasn't raised this way, had a choice more than some
Needed more adventure chose, to live by the gun
Wish to take it all back, change soon come
So many open doors yet she so scared to run
Thinking bout my child, it's no longer about me
Lifestyle wild it's taken a lot from me
Numb to the pain I just wanna get away
Scared to tell my baby daddy, another baby on the way
God what can I do? I'm just trynna see this thru
Lost touch with my family, scared to make a move
Really feel stuck, scared to death, what to do?
Need to choose, need to live, need some help with the clues

I need some help

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