Nam Nitty - My Diary Lyrics

I been shot at, stabbed & all dat
Stepped on, pushed to da side n all dat
I'm talking brawls
At da court house n all dat
Tried to put my lights put, still I fought bak
Ugh, last of a dying breed
Living life at a high speed
Fueled off yac & weed
My mama 1st seed, gotta succeed
I was born to
Stand tall, 10 toes down
Like I'm supposed to
They say your worst enemy
Is the one close to you
How to make a million dollars
Nobody gonna show you
Gotta figure it out
Find a way to make up out
Tryna find a quicker route, no doubt
I remember dem nights
We ain't have no lights
No heat, carosene kept us warm @nite
U don't know what that feel like
So niggaz can't tell me shit
Roll up & ride wit me
And listen to my diary

Everybody I love is dead now
I talk to em in my head now
My bitch think I'm crazy
Cuz I sleep w/a gun
Maybe a lil paranoid but I fearz none
Niggaz ain't gonna Tupac me
Tryna figure out who shot me
F*ck dat I'm dumpin
We was just lil niggaz always into summin
On da corner sellin crack like it's nuttin
Neva thought I'd neva see my niggaz again
I thought shit was Forever
I ain't see no end
I'm ready to die, send me to see BD
I wrote a piece of my soul
Listen, I'm giving u ME
Thru all da bids
I wish I did alot more for my kids
I'm just telling my truth
Yeah, that's just how it is
I'm just showing u a different side of me
Roll up & ride wit me
And listen to my diary