NALLID - RED-RUM Lyrics

Red Rum murder read it backwards
Pen to the pad yeah I'm going for Afters
You don't know my pain cause it's woke me
Only
Never been broke but some things break me

Red Rum
Better run better run

I had to kill the person I was born to be
To be the person deep inside of me
I be looking for solutions going wrong directions
Trying to figure out who I was
Trying to find the reasons cause

I don't know do you know why would you? I don't know though
I don't know do you know why would you? I don't know though

Red Rum better run better run

I be walking around I be looking in the mirror
Trying to figure out what is wrong with my system
I feel like I'm going the wrong way
Don't even know my own name

Red Rum better run better run

I be sitting in my room Watching my own lobotomy
Sitting in the gloom When some things get a hold of me
My neck it's red it's swollen I'm choking feel like I'm dead
But my thoughts are controlling
The way I feel I hope I heal
I'm praying every single outcome Isn't real
I be sitting in my bed While getting lost inside my head
While praying to all the gods I don't end up dead

Red Rum better run better run

I'm going bad I'm going mad
Somebody help
Why?

Cause I've got no wealth
Not come from fame or fortune I'm causing
All these things I'm getting myself lost in

Red Rum better run better run

But I still f*cking hate you I ain't you
Want nothing to do with you you robbed your own mother

You f*cking motherf*cker now I don't know you
I willingly disown you
Don't come back cause I don't know you