Nalla Belle - Small Lyrics

I always wanted to be a big girl until
I became a big girl
Now there's not a cake
I wouldn't eat to be small

I used to wear my mothers scarves
As capes to fly into the stars
Now at best those pretty scarves would fit as a shawl

And I know that growing old
Has always been part of the deal
Part of the plan
And the way we spin the wheel
But I'd be lying if I said
I didn't wish to be in mothers bed
While she consoles me
From the nightmares
That aren't real

But they're real now
But they're real now
And she's not a holler
(Mom!)
From my bedroom door
Its all real now
Life is real now
And I'll never be a big girl at my core

I wonder mama do you feel small
Though you're big and look so tall
Do you miss being little just like me?

But they're real now
But they're real now
Its all real now
Am I real now?
Its so small