Nalina - Too Much Lyrics

Look at us
One in a million
Who ever thought
I've spent my years
Resenting love
Thought nothing good would ever come along
And I'm scared
I'm still not good enough
Like I don't deserve what's given from up above
That every night you're gonna wake up thinking
This is enough
That you'll see the mental scars and think
What the f*ck
Too much
Too much
I'll be honest
Being vulnerable is hard for me
You wouldn't have thought it
But my soul is still struggling
I don't want to think about it
Cause I'm scared
That It'll set you free
I want to tell you
About what happened to me
Filled with trauma and crippling ptsd
Then I dream that you hold me and tell me It's alright
Reassure me, making me feel light
Look at us
One in a million
Who ever thought
Am I enough?
I'm easily overwrought
I've got some things I need to tell you
But I'm scared
That I'll be too much
Cause I feel
Like I don't deserve whats given from up above
That every night you're gonna wake up thinking
This is enough
That you'll see the mental scars and think
What the f*ck
Too much
Too much