Naelxon - no avail Lyrics

It's useless
I tried to no avail

It is super useless I been trying to find all the ways
(I don't know)
Doesn't matter how I do it everything's to no avail
(You make me feel alone)

Have to keep up with my studies so I can stay in the lead
I been f*cking working so I can stay alive at the least
I don't really have a choice it's what was given to me
I can't complain not at all because I know my price for thee

It's useless
I tried to no avail

Cannot tell you how I fathomed the idea of me dying
All I ever wanted in my life is for me to just die
Death is such a crazy game there's so many fantasies
All these bitches out here all they do is f*ckin' cut their wrist
So much shit that they be smokin' drinkin' ugh get away
Never really liked you in the first place you done played my game

To tell you how much I know how much I care
I don't know you make me feel alone
(Yeah you told me but I never gave a f*ck or any shit)
(Leave me alone you son of a f*cking bitch)