This is Captain Nadroj speaking
I wanna let you know -
We may be in for a bumpy ride this evening
So, buckle up your seatbelts
And we'll be off the ground here shortly
They think I got it
Figured out
I don't even know
What day it is
And when they see me
When I'm out
I smile, but
I'm faking it
I stay up too late
Every night
I've got so much
Shit on my mind
Feels like
I'm running out of time
I tell myself that
I'll be fine
Smile like it's all okay
But on my mind every day
What if I flew away?
Bought a one way
What would you say?
Packed up my car and
Moved away
And leave this life behind
Start over
Give me one more try
Out of reach and
Nowhere to be found
My friend just
Bought a new damn house
I'm scared to
Check my bank account
Reach for the stars
From The Ground
I'm not perfect
I don't pretend to be
They say it'll all work out
If it's meant to be
I'm 24
My crisis
Identity
Comparing myself and
It's f*cking with me mentally
I'm not down to settle
For next best
Even when I make it
Don't think I'll be less stressed
I lay in bed
I probably should get dressed
And start my day
But I wonder if this is
The way that I should go
Maybe there's another road
What if I flew away?
Bought a one way
What would you say?
Packed up my car and
Moved away
And leave this life behind
Start over
Give me one more try
Out of reach and
Nowhere to be found
My friend just
Bought a new damn house
I'm scared to
Check my bank account
Reach for the stars
From The Ground
I'm not perfect, baby
Don't think I'll ever be
If I left you tonight
Would you remember me?
If I'm supposed to be
The man with the plan
Then who the f*ck is steering this ship
And what's our destiny?
I'm missing calls just like
I'm missing the old me
Would I have kept going if
Somebody told me -
A boat is one thing, but
Will it keep floating?
I'm feeling lost
Is this the way?
Can you please show me?