I thought of something I shouldn't have
And baby let me tell you it was f*cking bad
And I couldn't get away
And I thought bout the things you say
And I think bout the power I hold
To your emotions, the outcome I think you know
I'm poisoned inside my brain and I wish I was more behaved
Get you so excited
And then you'll feel shortsighted
When there's no one around
Running and running inside my brain
Things that I cannot really escape
I just want to keep it hush
Cause I've been doing things
That I shouldn't
Talking and talking like I'm gonna break
Keep you to feel you I'm just a joke
Now I don't wanna play it safe
Cause I've been doing things
That I shouldn't
I'm feeling something I shouldn't feel
The weight of you that falls on me is pretty new
When you don't call constantly
I'd fear you'd stop wanting me
Still think about the power I hold
I guess that it don't really matter anymore
Cause your in my head
And you ain't said shit
Get you so excited
And then you'll feel shortsighted
When there's no one around
Running and running inside my brain
Things that I cannot really escape
I just want to keep it hush
Cause I've been doing things
That I shouldn't
Talking and talking like I'm gonna break
Keep you to feel you I'm just a joke
Now I don't wanna play it safe
Cause I've been doing things
That I shouldn't