I try to void
All the feelings I used to know
I feel like I should just let them flow
This time
And all the fear it turns to dread
Again
As I sit right on the edge
With this visceral feeling again
You've been a subject I could think about
At times
Wish I could say that you're a beautiful sight
To see
But that's a plus compared to what's inside
Curiosity
All I can do for now is sit on this edge
And this visceral feeling again
Saw you again, today
You weren't there when I came by
Contemplating should I turn around
But I guess it's just not my time