Nin - Even Deeper Lyrics

I woke up today
to find myself in the other place
with a trail of my footprints
from where I ran away

it seems everything I've heard
just might be true
and you know me
(well you think you do)

sometimes, I have everything......
yet I wish I felt something

do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have I become?
when I think I can overcome
it runs even deeper

in a dream I'm a different me
with a perfect you
we fit perfectly
for once in my life I feel complete
(and I still wanna ruin it)

afraid to look
as clear as day
this plan is long been underway
I hear them call
I cannot stay
the voice inviting me away

do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have I become?
when I think I can overcome
it runs even deeper

everything that matters is gone (everything that matters is gone)
all the hands of hope have withdrawn ( everything)
could you try to help me hang on?
it runs............

I'm straight
I won't crack
on my way
and I can't turn back

I'm ok
I'm on track
on my way
and I can't turn back

I'm ok
I'm on track
on my way
and I can't turn back

I stayed
on this track
gone to far
and I can't come back

I stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back

I stayed
on this track
gone to far
and I can't come back

I stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back

I stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back

I stayed
on this track
gone