Never Heard Of It - Dead Awake Lyrics

Today things change.
I've been so f*ckin' scared,
Since i picked up the phone
Trying to escape from me
(My heart) i can't think straight
on the beach waves so free
And so calm as a lake
Like me i'm so dead awake

So i hold on to what i got
For as long as I can
But now it's fallen
Apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
That I won't see you again

And i hold on to what got
For as long as i can
And now it's fallen apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
It seems like you're here with me
I just wanna see you again

Today things change
Why couldn't it be you
When I picked up the phone?
The things i'd say
If i could have known
You won't be there
When i got home

Looking for answers why
It's so real it's not fake
And why am I so dead awake?

And i hold on to what i got
For as long as I can
But now it's fallen
Apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
That I won't see you again

And i hold on to what got
For as long as i can
And now it's fallen apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
It seems like you're here with me
I just wanna see you again

Please just one more time
I wanna say good-bye
I'll wait for you
And I'm not scared
I promise not to cry

And i hold on to what i got
For as long as I can
But now it's fallen
Apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
That I won't see you again

And i hold on to what got
For as long as i can
And now it's fallen apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
It seems like you're here with me
And i hold on to what i got
For as long as I can
But now it's fallen
Apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
That I won't see you again
[till fade]