Neighborhoods - On The Shelf... Lyrics

Well I've been holding it in for several years
Trying not to blow
Pacing back and forth at night
Should I let you know

That I'm sorry for living this way
I'm sorry for living this way

But
you don't make it easy
For me to be myself
You take my good well being
And you put it on the shelf
On the shelf

So how did I get this far?
So distant from where you are

Was it our conversation?
Was it what I said?
Was it all those drunken nights?
Calling tile floor my bed

Well I'd take them all back
If I could
I'd give them all away

I'd take them all back
If I could
Anything to make you stay