Nada Surf - Bad Best Friend Lyrics

I only wanna say things that are pure: now i won't be talking anymore.
I only wanna do things that are true. every time i move i'm hurting you.
I wanna know what is it that you do
To keep from hurting anyone but you?
Cause i still say your name when i don't feel right, just like i used to
And if most people fade to gray and black, you'll fade to light blue.
I think too much and then start talking mean.
Where did i get all these selfish genes?
Best friends, i'm a bad best friend.
I'll meet you today when no-one is watching.
We'll throw our money away, i'll meet you today.