[ Featuring Dylan Emmet ]
Pick up my phone, I shouldn't check again
But here I go, jealous of all my friends
They've got it figured out, I don't
Stuck on a loop, getting all in my head
So much to do, I can't count the endless hours I've spent
I'm failure prone
Time's always been an enemy
Scaring me half to death
I fell asleep at 17 and woke up 30
So I let me down
Unfulfilling expectations
Wishing I could be complacent
But I'm freaking out
Count for hours years I've wasted
Thought I'd be happy now
Happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now
Happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now
Closing my eyes, try to deny I'm here
How is my life everything I feared
Running this maze with no way out
Has it all been a lie, am I deluding myself
Put it all on the line or put it all on the shelf
Tell everyone I'm fine when I really need help
Cause I'm too proud to hear it
So I let me down
Unfulfilling expectations
Wishing I could be complacent
But I'm freaking out
Count for hours years I've wasted
Thought I'd be happy now
Happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now
Happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now
Happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now
Happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now
