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I'm older now so I should get it
But I don't get it
How someone could love you then turn around and leave you
How someone could trust you then act like they don't need you
Cry in your arms and make you believe
That this is real then turn around and deceive you
I'm older now so I should get it
I'll be the first to admit it
I'm losing sight of the dream and holding onto the pain
Not being yourself and falling into a shame
Played by the rules then they changed
You could be who you are if money wasn't to blame
I'm older now so I should get it
That people come and go
Not everyone can go
Sometimes it's a yes
Sometimes a no
It's protection in the redirection
Like damn
It's really a blessin'
When people come in and out just let them
I don't really care for nobody's suggestions
I'ma do me
I'ma be free
I'ma go hard
Real dirty
I'ma ball out
I'ma real g
I'ma get in
Do you feel me
We could fall out
No rah rah
Don't hit me
No hand out
I'm older now so I should get it
Damn I should get it