Never thought
I'd really meet
Someone like you and have you gone
Like a beautiful and dream
I may not be saying enough
Everyday to anyone
But I miss you so much
All I imagine is holding you w tears in my eyes
This is such an overload
My head keeps on
Paining
(Come on give me my yrs back)
Never thought friends would break friends heart
Never thought they'd leave me and never even say sorry
If they can't say it
To my face
Atleast they could have called and said
Of all the overloads in past yrs
For me it's like
The night Never seen daylight
Don't know how?
When you around me
Earth Feels Like heaven
Even if we don't talk
Still use to think
Maybe they get it
(Maybe they get it)
Different scenario's
Hoping they be on my side
But that just memories created by my mind
Tell me y this hurts so much
Even imagining you close to someone
Silent Tears keeps on flowing
No matter how much
Time has passed
Tell me y this hurts so much
Spilling all the things out
Even when I don't wanna say it all
Hoping weight on my body
Goes bit light but it never does
Never thought friends would break friends heart
Never thought they'd leave me
Only if you knew
You knew
What's in my heart
What same old thing
Going on
In my mind
You won't have been running
Around to others
In this crowed wrld
Wish someone would had told me
That people like me
Are doomed
To be lonely
Time has passed 4 the life I wanted to live
It doesn't matter to me anymore
If I live like that ever
If I can't hold you
I'll rather hug myself
If you don't want be by ur side
I've gotten used to be alone
If you even comeback
I can't let you in
Without feeling the pain and fear
I've felt without you
All this yrs
There's too much lines
That I can write
Happy Songs
Living with you
But how I pretend even in my Songs
Bout life I've never lived