Most astronauts aren't sleeping
With the TV on again, they have friends
Other astronauts don't mark time
With suicide attempts, they go revolutions
They're happy men with goals and jobs
And lists of accomplishments
Being back on Earth ain't all it's
Cracked up to be, there ain't much left of me
Most days I pace the floor and
Look for something true, it's all lies since I lost you
Feel like a castaway from outer space
Locked away from everything
I know what I do is wrong but
I've been doing it for so long
I don't even really know how to get along
You don't have to give me a break
I've fallen every step of the way
Each and every step of the way
Down gravity's staircase
Other astronauts, they all see
The divide between, and I feel unclean
Those astronauts before me
Are back in their routine, I let my muscles atrophy
Organs won't acclimate to gravity
It all feels so heavy
I know what I do is wrong but
I've been doing it for so long
I don't even really know how to get along
You don't have to give me a break
I've fallen every step of the way
Each and every step of the way
Down gravity's staircase
Down gravity's staircase