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If you ain't noticed yet yeah I got a screw loose
I can spend every day sitting in my bed room
But I got a little problem when it's silent
Cus every thought I get gets a little violent
Like everybody hates you
You're a piece of shit
The world would spin better without you living on it
And that's just one day if you're living in my shoes
You make a list of problems and everyone is you
I need a drink
Can you get me high
Something to make me feel alive
Cus I've been in pain and paralyzed
Like every breath was do or die
You can't hold my hand while I'm on the edge
If I start to drown I might pull you in
With my head in the clouds I'll be light as a feather
We can talk all you want
But I'll never get better
In my own head I'm holding me hostage
Hear a million voices
So I think I might've lost it
Sip from out the bottle
Now I feel a little nauseous
The need to fill a void
You and I got that in common
Yeah I'm addicted to her love
Yeah that shit is like my drug
And I need a little fix
Oh yeah only my girl give me this rush
Of feeling like I'm good enough
And even still that shit is fleeting like
I need a drink
Can you get me high
Something to make me feel alive
Cus I've been in pain and paralyzed
Like every breath was do or die
You can't hold my hand while I'm on the edge
If I start to drown I might pull you in
With my head in the clouds I'll be light as a feather
We can talk all you want
But I'll never get better
Everything sucks but I can only blame me
I thrash and I don't scream
I don't want you to save me
Life is just a game I lost interest in playing
I've always been like this
I don't think I'm ever changing
I need a drink
Can you get me high
Something to make me feel alive
Cus I've been in pain and paralyzed
Like every breath was do or die
You can't hold my hand while I'm on the edge
If I start to drown I might pull you in
With my head in the clouds I'll be light as a feather
We can talk all you want
But I'll never get better
I'll never get better