I'm still preaching longevity right
This when my heart's heaviest right
This is love at it's deadliest right
It was never just me can you admit it
I couldn't fathom your position
Only text me you want and
Only call when you ain't tripping
Only check me acting different
But you're the one who's distant
So can you tell me why the talking stopped
Feels like you left when things were looking up
I got addicted to you so it was hard to stop
Seems like my best was never good enough
Enough to show you different, enough to cancel bitches
I put that everything I tried to handle bitches
So I don't fight this, that takes too long
One good look at my wrongs and then I write this
I promise I don't like this
I wish that I could fake lines
You made time, just to touch yourself all up on FaceTime
Plus we ain't no rumors thru no grapevine
So why can't you tell me the truth, it outweighs lies
I still be missing those days
I had you after Monet, still hurts how that ended,
But on the real, there's not much I can say
I'm still preaching
I'm still preaching
I'm still preaching longevity right
This when my heart's heaviest right
This is love at it's deadliest right
I'm still preaching longevity right
This when my heart's heaviest
This is love at its deadliest right
In your DM's I beg for you back
While I'm breaking her back
That's the truth and it hurt
I started asking what I'm doing at first
But fell in love with the distance
I'm justifying the act
They less efficient than my words be
I started thinking if I became less consistent
There's no way that you could hurt me
But forgot about karma
So when you telling me you need to focus more on your dreams
I made it seem like you deserted me
I'm selfish at my lowest point
For what it's worth you know it's yours
For what it's worth you know the boy
You should know about these DM's
Filled with bitches I'll make sure you never see
But I promise I plan to meet them on hood
Let me tell you what's good
It's what I'm subjective to
For all them problems at home, I still address em too
Names I called you, you start to reject them too
For things to fall through, well I guess I just expect em to
It's been years since I've talked to my ex
Well, minus the birthdays and shit
I'll never forget the day she said make sure you learn from the shit
And always keep love in your heart, don't ever search for the shit
That's how you hurt people
But more importantly, that's how you hurt yourself
Find yourself deeper in your feelings than before
And even though there's no point
You'll make it work yourself
Let's make it work
I'm still preaching longevity right
Can I tell you too
Let me tell you too
Can I tell you too
Let me tell you too