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It kinda feels like I'm done for
Can't find anything I've been on the hunt for
Had a couple wins last year and I want more
Had a couple losses too what's one more
Cause it feels like I'm done for, like I'm running in place
Used to want it but I think I'm kinda done with the chase
People really think you get it just by rubbing a vase
And making a wish, but none of this is coming with haste
I sound bitter but that's just how it tastes
See my homie making moves, right in front of my face
I write a song and it's flawed and I wanna erase but
Maybe that's just something that I gotta embrace
Cause while I strive for perfection
It kinda feels like I'm dying from depression
You meet me and get a quiet impression
The problem is that I'm terrified of rejection
I'm not shy but I'll never make the first move
I'm flirt too, but I'm worried I'm a hurt you
So I go and find a quiet place to revert to
To revert to
Cuz it kinda feels like I'm done for
Can't find anything I've been on the hunt for
Had a couple wins last year and I want more
Had a couple losses too what's one more, what's one more
Cause it kinda feels like I'm done for
Can't find anything I've been on the hunt for
Had a couple wins last year and I want more
Had a couple losses too what's one more, what's one more
I fell back just long enough for it to mean something
Always knew I wanted to grow up to be something
Thought I heard it calling my name it all was in vain
My destiny was starting to whisper these sweet nothings
I went down a path of depression and destruction
Thought I could escape it with sleeping and weed puffing
I wish I could say I have it figured now
But I struggle still if I said that it would be bluffing
Fell in love with music at the age of twelve
Used the shit as meditation to escape myself
High school was the time and the place to delve in me
Now I'm 20 and there's times when I hate myself
But I made a whole album bout manifestation
If I hate me then I manifest hatin'
If I slow down then I'll manifest patience
But if I sell my soul then I'll manifest Satan
What's it gon' be (What's it gonna be)
What's it gon' be (What's it gonna be)
I'm a do this shit until I can't take it or maybe till I OD (Maybe OD)
What's it gon' be (What's it gonna be)
What's it gon' be (What's it gonna be)
If I gotta die then I'm going down swinging, and I put that on me (Put that on me)
Cuz it kinda feels like I'm done for
Can't find anything I've been on the hunt for
Had a couple wins last year and I want more
Had a couple losses too what's one more, what's one more, what's one more
(What's one more now)
Cause it kinda feels like I'm done for
Can't find anything I've been on the hunt for
Had a couple wins last year and I want more
Had a couple losses too what's one more, what's one more