Everybody says you gotta cut yourself free
No way something inside is holding me
They say take a look around and you'll see
But all I see is me f*cking drowning in the black sea
Everybody says you gotta cut yourself free
No way something inside is holding me
They say take a look around and you'll see
Shut up!
First of all I gotta get up off my knees
Yeah I'm aware that I am not alright
You're right
I'm addicted to this shit I see no lights
Only darkness in my head suicidal thoughts
If I had a gun in my hand I would make a shot
Pow!
Don't f*cking try cuz
Life is nothing more than suffering
If I ain't gonna break my habit someday
I will f*cking die and end up in a grave
But I don't wanna die
I wanna survive
I will survive on my own
So save your advice for yourself man
Everybody says you gotta cut yourself free
No way something inside is holding me
They say take a look around and you'll see
But all I see is me f*cking drowning in the black sea
Everybody says you gotta cut yourself free
No way something inside is holding me
They say take a look around and you'll see
Shut up!
First of all I gotta get up off my knees
If anything is worth doing it
I do it with all of my heart
Go ahead and call me stupid
Even though I'm about to destroy myself
Every night I'm thinking how I'm able to escape this hell
I don't like the way my mind turned me into someone
Who I never wanted to be
What's the point of staying alive
Come along with me
Money's not a problem man
Dying is for free
Just follow me
Go out of my head for f*ck's sake
I won't listen to your bullshit
I must repair my heart
Anybody have a toolkit?
Ey yo let's play a game
Try not to think off an blue elephant
You lost right?
It's also the same with me man
All the f*cking time
Everybody says you gotta cut yourself free
No way something inside is holding me
They say take a look around and you'll see
But all I see is me f*cking drowning in the black sea
Everybody says you gotta cut yourself free
No way something inside is holding me
They say take a look around and you'll see
Shut up!
First of all I gotta get up off my knees