Ceilings Video (MV)

I don't f*cking sleep when your with me
I sit and f*cking stare at the ceilings
And I wonder where I'd be if you left me
If you test me
If you can't see
That this world keeps turning and hurting me
And I try to keep it quiet so desperately
But these people keep talking and forcing me
To try find another way out a remedy
To make it stop
I thought I was coming out on top
Now it's running through my head nonstop
It's always pouring out here rain drops
Bullet shots
Fall apart
Second tome I'm tryna' sew up my heart
Second line I'm tryna' keep em' apart
Why does everything I do fall apart
I'm tryna' make it without hurting your heart
I don't f*cking sleep when your with me
I sit and f*cking stare at the ceilings
And I wonder where I'd be if you left me
If you test me
If you can't see
That this world keeps turning and hurting me
And I try to keep it quiet so desperately
But these people keep talking and forcing me
To try find another way out a remedy