Murdock - Nighttime Lyrics

Ahhhhhh
Oh It is good to be back
Well I never really left in the first place
And not that it even made a difference
Cause you're finally old enough to realize
That anxiety wasn't even the problem
No see I was just trying to protect you
From yourself
You are your own worst enemy
An endless circle of self sabotage
And when you realize the mistakes you're making
You do them again and again and again and again
You did it again wore your heart on your sleeve
You thought love was an option but you've been deceived
What you thought was tension's
Obsessive possession
From not having balls to just ask them the question
My friends do you f*ck with me
Are you in love with me
Is this my hometown cause it is unwelcoming
Say you're reborn and the world is worn
All up under the same cloth but it has been torn
If it is all good then why have you stood
At the top to get knocked to the bottom you would
Get paid on Saturday Go broke Sunday
Drank too much last night, you'll learn that someday
But this is the Fun Way
In your mid 20's
Happiness will come late
But memories? Plenty
You'll make mistakes everyday, learn from this night
Til you do it again, it's the circle of life
Wore your heart on your sleeve and just slit your wrist
Wore your heart on your sleeve and you just slit your wrist
Wore your heart on your sleeve and you just slit your wrist
And I'll do it again cause I live for this shit