Murdock - My Soul to Take (feat. Apex the Oppressor) Lyrics

Let's celebrate
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep
For if I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take
My soul to take, My soul to take, I pray the Lord my soul to take
Well the Lord's gonna catch a f*cking break, cause I ain't have a soul for days

Lost my soul the day I first poured myself a full cup
Missing church Sunday mornings waking up still drunk
Prayers up to heaven have evolved into hiccups
Now I count my blessings when I get my crucifix sucked
By these virgin Marys or Magdalenes
Receive my body for communion, it's happening
The bar cut me off, a sin for my phantom limb
Cause you moaning in my ear's my catholic hymn
Oh what you thought you knew me? So much you can't see
You only get the tip of the iceberg every time that we speak
The bottle melts it all together and I feel the heat
And I surrender to aggressor, I accept defeat
That we will always be together in my fantasy
Letting you go, makes me lose my goddamn sanity
Now I've become something way more devilish
Spread my wings, yeah I'm loving these appendages
Are you offended yet? Covered in sweat I bet
This beast knows that he's sick but I say f*ck the vet
Staring death in the eyes like
I AIN'T READY YET

Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep
For if I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take
My soul to take, My soul to take, I pray the Lord my soul to take
Well the Lord's gonna catch a f*cking break, cause I ain't have a soul for days

Goddamn, summoned the beast gone mental
You gonna regret the day you asked me to spit on this track
I bet you
I'm not even angry, just full of apathy
A pathetic excuse for the medical use of the drugs I abuse
I don't look back anymore, I done burnt down all them doors
I done bridged the gap between a sociopath and a misanthrope
With a craving to split your head
So I can f*ck your throat and take a shit inside your open gaping hole, shit head
Oh bruuuh, your girl look good, is she wet or is that just blood
Imma get what I came here for, my kind of transportation
Going in to pull a train on my best friend's little sister, fist her, till the labia blisters
Getting f*cked by white men for free, sounds like living in this country
I've had these thoughts since the age of seven, we need to talk about Kevin
We need to talk about the poems he's written on the chalkboard in front of all of the children
Tried to teach him Christ but he turned the cross upside down and crossed it out and turned religion into rhythm
He likes his friends like he likes his women: DEAD
I am the Dr. Seuss of the Hitler youth, I am the messiah of the school shoot
Oh my God is this guy a racist
Yeah bitch, but at least I hate everyone the same shit
All the Jews, the gays, the blacks, the whites, the dykes, the Asians though... they alright
I'm the ember in the gas chamber, choking you to kiss the carcass of your dying wife
Sell me something that you love like, this the only thing my Momma said I do right
As I sold her straight to a pack of snakes so they could gang rape her
Tied to an epitaph, a stack of religious artifacts
I practice rap, so I could spread disease, it pleases me, it gets me off
I secretly at night jerk off to a burning cross
And I'm this way for no reason, I'm just hungry, that's how I kill the game; Ted Bundy
Charming, disarming, rich. I take pleasure out of gutting your bitch
Hang them up in my room like I am butchering pigs, butt f*cking your kids
If you censor my shit, I am to send you a gift

Go ahead... open it
No
Open the box... I worked hard on that
Hey... relax. I care about you. You're important to me. Now open the box
WOOOH

Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep
For if I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take
My soul to take, My soul to take, I pray the Lord my soul to take
Well the Lord's gonna catch a f*cking break, cause I ain't have a soul for days
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep
For if I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take
My soul to take, My soul to take, I pray the Lord my soul to take
Well the Lord's gonna catch a f*cking break, cause I ain't have a soul