Crazy to afford it so much
After everything we've seen
Vacant to the passing people
Only standing where we've been
Like a new lost soul still grieving
Madness hasn't quite set in
All attachments find their way out
So I know I'll never win
Mind's made up
I'll never think again
That I should only win
True despair has stabbed me through
I needn't feel the bottom now
To know where I should fit
Stare into the blackness
Listen to the still
You can not find meaning
And never test your will
I knew when I saw you
That you were sinking in
It wasn't for the choice then
Just climbing out again
Where have all the minds gone
That used to spur us on
Where are all the hearts now
Without you I'd be gone
Hope received is love believed
And darkness fought is hope for thought
Thought believed is half-perceived
But share it and it's tested out
So it comes back scary
Just know you can hold out