Mula Shawdy - Lost You Lyrics

I used to think when i was hurt that i could call you
I used to think that you the one id give my all to
I used to think in the heat of the night when i aint have nobody
I could hit your phone just to fall through
I think i really lost love when i lost you
I know it really hurt me but did it hurt you
I was kinda hoping you could see my worth too
I want to make it work but i gotta sell work too
I used to tell you about the pain that was in my body
I used to tell you about my opp's and how they tried to pop me
I used to tell you about my pops and they tried to stop me
Even told you about old friends and how they tried to rob me
You would tell me back then i was kinda cocky never let it block me
Its going to make them niggas want you bodied
I paid a promise ill never change for nobdy
If i die now my name live like im gotti
Ill give my soul just to see my family have it all
F*ck it call up Illuminati
When im deep in the streets
I be thinking about it all
How the f*ck im supposed to get these demons out my body
Seeing p's by the load and im trying to get it off
I gotta operation i never told nobody
I got some brothers that dont wana see us eat together
In the end they going to end up w nobody
Shawdy blowing up my while im on the road
I been feeling cold
Im just riding round w the pole
That shit really hurt my heart how they did NIP
Now im quick to up the pole take a nigga soul
Look i really wanna change my life
I tryin hit the road
So much f*ck shit going on i want to go ghost
When its shit on my mind i want to come to you
Last thing i want you to do is go and do the most
I used to think when i was hurt that i could call you
I used to think that you the one id give my all to
I used to think in the heat of the night
When i aint have nobody i could hit your phone just to fall through
I think i really lost love when i lost you
I know it really hurt me but did it hurt you
I was kinda hoping you could see my worth too
I want to make it work but i gotta sell work too
I used to tell you about the pain that was in my body
I used to tell you about my opp's and how they tried to pop me
I used to tell you about my pops and they tried to stop me
Even told you about old friends and how they tried to rob me
You would tell me back then i was kinda cocky never let it block me
Its going to make them niggas want you bodied
I paid a promise ill never change for nobdy
If i die now my name live like im gotti