MTF - Everything I Ever Needed Lyrics

If you really knew what really goes on in my head
You would've left me a long, long, long time, long, long time ago
I could simply choose myself over you instead
I don't wanna to walk, walk this lonely, lonely road alone
Wish you woulda knew from the beginning
But if you did, iKnow you wouldn't be willing to
Stay with me, (please) stay with me
Hard to think about us ending
Losing the battle I'm having within
Either way iLose, don't know what to do
I could have anything iWant, just one cost
Lose everything I ever need, everything I ever needed
All up in my feelings, terrible decisions, this way that I'm living
I'll lose everything I ever need, but everything I ever needed, was you
Want this one and that one
Matter of fact iWant the whole world
But why would it matter if iLose the one who has my soul
So many sacrifices you made
All the time you wasted
Could've been spent with someone who wouldn't take you for granted
A part of me just won't let go
Feelings tugging at my soul
Told me if iWalk this road
You're gonna end up all alone
My heart is talking to my ear, but my ego don't wanna hear it
Pride getting in the way
Stuck between my heart and a hard place
Oh I could have anything iWant, just one cost
Lose everything I ever need, everything I ever needed
All up in my feelings, terrible decisions, this way that I'm living
I'll lose everything I ever need, but everything I ever needed...
To get the life iWant, I gotta give up the life I have
It's a lose/lose, it'll be all bad
If it really was to happen
Wanna live the life iWant, but gotta give up the life I have
It's a lose/lose, it'll be all bad
If it really was to happen
Oh I could have anything iWant, just one cost
Lose everything I ever need, everything I ever needed
All up in my feelings, terrible decisions, this way that I'm living
I'll lose everything I ever need, but everything I ever needed, was you