Ms.Thomas - Garden of Eden (Radio Edit) Lyrics

I spent my whole damn life with my head in the clouds
Oh ya I may smoke too much when the voices get loud
But im humble, I stay humble

Im so damn tired of being tired
I spent my whole damn life trying to stay alive
But Im loyal, probably too loyal

I know im tired, I know the feeling
I Want to give up, I've stopped believing
Im trying so damn hard but Im barely breathing
My Battery is drained and it is so defeating

Im Trying to stay alive, I can't clear my mind
Driving so fast down the 105
Heading north bound to find the meanings
Trying to heal this girl, find the garden of eden

I Got my
Head in clouds, my mind a maze,
So When voices scream and I can't find my way
I Stayin' humble and grounded through the craze,
Id say Loyalty is my backbone, in these long days.

Im Tired of the fight, but I keep on striving,
Loyal to a fault, in this life I'm driving.
I Gotta stay alive, I gotta keep surviving,
Im Pushing through the pain,
You won't catch me compromising.

Im Trying to stay alive, I can't clear my mind
Driving so fast down the 105
Heading northbound to find the meanings
Trying to heal this girl, find the garden of Eden

(Rap verse 2)
Im Feelin' drained, my mind's in a spin,
Cruize'n down the 105, chasing away my sins
Trying to heal myself from the places that I've been
Life is moving fast but this is for the win

Ive been
In search of peace, in search of grace,
Yearning for a haven, from this hectic space.
Tryna find This Garden, my soul's embrace,
Where I'll find my road , in this endless race.


Im Trying to stay alive, I can't clear my mind
Driving so fast down the 105
Heading north bound to find the meanings
Trying to heal this girl, find the garden of eden