Alone nights might fix me Video (MV)

Alone, I think
Alone, I think I heeeeal
No, I think I'm peeeeealin
No way am I heeeealin
Ooooh, I feel them
I feel them
Alone nights might fix me
But long nights only hurt me (hurt me)
But only baking maybes (slowly)
And empty promises, (ooh)
Leave me baby
I'm thinking about the one who left me
So how could you be
When I'm begging lonely
I don't think about promises
I don't think about me
I don't think about my life once
I think twice about you
My head only living with two thoughts
Why did you hate me
And why is she a baby
Sometimes I think it should happen
Then the sex shrouds, misshapen
Manipulation happens
Then it's like do I leave
Or do I tap them
Like f*ck them its cracked and
What do I do
I'm f*cked up I'm straining
I have got no clue
No idea how to solve my problems
Alone nights were fixing me
Now I sit in silence just thinking
Was it me
Should I have hit that f*cking tree
Three am on a saturday
Driving 200 ks
With the wish of losing control and
Crashing and killing me (killing me)
Drunk with the problems
This shit clouds me
My mental state never sane to me
Why should I endanger anyone else
I aint helping anyone that saves me
Earth just isn't the place maybe
Thinking should I leave I ain't got a baby (no baby)
I ain't got nobody
Why just trust somebody
Body lies in a ditch lately
I'm thinking like me
No I don't got no baby
No one to hold and cry lately
Gotta stop my bitching
Go back to leeching
F*ck you and yo snitching