Mrno - Those Times Lyrics

I just don't know what it is
I don't think that i exist
My closest exit
Is forgetting everything and just keep living life how it is
Sometimes i feel like i'm down
Those times i try to get up
I feel like a Joker i feel like a clown
I might let myself go i don't give a f*ck
My family questioned
What do you wanna do as a profession huh ?
I had my doubts at first
But i knew the answer without hesitation
I told them when i grew up
I didn't want them paying bills
By the age of 60 mom and dad now
You can sit back and now you can chill
My family questioned
What do you wanna do as a profession huh ?
I had my doubts at first
But i knew the answer without hesitation
I told them when i grew up
I didn't want them paying bills
By the age of 60 mom and dad now
You can sit back and now you can chill
Hey mom i wanna make music now
And tell me you think that's okay ?
I may give up college and school
To risk it all today
Cause i don't see my dream when i'm in my sleep
It's just the same exact dream waking me up at three
I got a confession to make
I got a confession to make
It ain't a mistake
I'm gonna answer the reason of why in the shower
I'm always standing until late
It's cause i see them out
They're yelling out loud
They're yelling my name to the clouds
I call them my crowd
I'm meant for this i'm sure one day you'll figure it out
But for now
I'm just here rapping my songs standing in front of the mirror
But i can hear 'em people laughing but i don't fear 'em
I learned how to not give a f*ck about the people who mad at me
Or laugh at me I'm gonna chase my dreams
And make them reality
I just don't know what it is
I don't think that i exist
My closest exit
Is forgetting everything and just keep living life how it is
Sometimes i feel like i'm down
Those times i try to get up
I feel like a Joker i feel like a clown
I might let myself go i don't give a f*ck
My family questioned
What do you wanna do as a profession huh ?
I had my doubts at first
But i knew the answer without hesitation
I told them when i grew up
I didn't want them paying bills
By the age of 60 mom and dad now
You can sit back and now you can chill
My family questioned
What do you wanna do as a profession huh ?
I had my doubts at first
But i knew the answer without hesitation
I told them when i grew up
I didn't want them paying bills
By the age of 60 mom and dad now
You can sit back and now you can chill
It's been one hell of a ride
And i don't regret it at all
Every time that i step into the studio
I promise that i always give it my all
I think about the nights
Just praying to god to give me a chance
Cause i'll bleed and sweat for my dreams
And look at today and look where i stand
When i grow up i just wanna pay my bills
Rappin 'bout the way i feel
(Uh-yuh)
I just wanna make a couple mill
Leave it to the fam in the will
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Want recognition don't need an award
Don't need a grammy i just need my lord
I want people to relate to feel to hear
And notice how things are just not like before
I just don't know what it is
I don't think that i exist
My closest exit
Is forgetting everything and just keep living life how it is
Sometimes i feel like i'm down
Those times i try to get up
I feel like a Joker i feel like a clown
I might let myself go i don't give a f*ck
My family questioned
What do you wanna do as a profession huh ?
I had my doubts at first
But i knew the answer without hesitation
I told them when i grew up
I didn't want them paying bills
By the age of 60 mom and dad now
You can sit back and now you can chill
My family questioned
What do you wanna do as a profession huh ?
I had my doubts at first
But i knew the answer without hesitation
I told them when i grew up
I didn't want them paying bills
By the age of 60 mom and dad now
You can sit back and now you can chill