I've been asleep for the longest time
Forgot to feel and forgot how to rhyme
Never a day that I would call mine
Called for somebody to give me a sign
Fast forward half a year, the best time of my life
Now I forgot the pain, yeah I forgot the strife
I'm healing all the wounds from isolation's knife
I'm climbing, climbing to brand new heights
And though the past is haunting, yes I must admit
I had some highs and lows, but I learned to get through it
So yeah, I made mistakes and I thought that I blew it
But I guess all along inside I knew that
The suffering and buffering and lies
They grew with me
The tears and bullets needed me here all along
Through song obsessions, short regressions here I am
Here I am
I appreciate
All of my self-hate
Cuz though I saw it late
They never broke me anyway
Anyway