Mr Exquisite - love spells and codeine dreams Lyrics

Love spells, and codeine dreams
Makes me feel like your the one that I need uh huh
Xanaxed out in the bathroom stall uh huh
Maybe this my new reality

Dreams and life tend to overlap, yeah
Six months went by and I can't comprehend, that
'Cause and effect, point the answers back yeah
But accountability, it aint my friend

Love spells and codeine dreams
Her love calls, but I don't hear the ringer
Its been on silenced, and I feel like I don't need her
Poor thing, yeah I think she got her feelings hurt

Cut yourself, so you relieve the pain
But you don't understand the shame that it brings me
Look at myself, and I feel like I am to blame
The drug use, I think it clears my brain

I been so tired but all I do is sleep all day
Couldn't handle when you said you were expecting baby
Made you abort before father's day
Hell of a way to spend your birthday

Count my blessings but I seem to just forget it all
I value you I value you and this relationship
Just take it back love when you said you'd end it all