Mpth - Fate Lyrics

I go hard cuz there ain't no goin back
I been there and I hated feeling trapped
I've been slapped I've been lapped I have been complacent
Now my vision's number one no more time is wasted
Depression got me down a lot but that's because I chased it
So I paused and I thought laid around and contemplated
What could I be if I put 100 in the game?
What could I make if I used my struggle for fame?
It's a shame all this time I thought I was on the right track
Chased the cute girls but one plus one isn't hard math
It equals two and that's the place I would've been in
I found the story in the struggle and I started winnin'
Doesn't take a mathematician to decipher what's my vision
I get on these tracks and I relay the shit that's got me spinnin'
You wanna know my plans it's simple I'm livin'
I'm a keep spittin' till my stories your religion

It's my turn it's my ride it's my burns it's my pride
I've been there I've been scared but no more I won't fear
I'll never quit now got the past in my rear view mirror
I have faith I will win I will rise once again
You can give me all your hate but I cannot relate
If you ask me how I did it I will tell you it was fate

Yeah since I was a young kid people have been doubting me
I excelled at everything but still they would look down on me
Learned how to love myself through self expression music
Like a drug I felt the need I gave in and I used it
I got the talent from a boy who never quite grew up
He threw my mom against a wall until she f*ckin' stood up
I was just a witness to the shit that brought me down the most
I turned into him for a minute till I found the Holy Ghost

It's my turn it's my ride it's my burns it's my pride
I've been there I've been scared but no more I won't fear
I'll never quit now got the past in my rear view mirror
I have faith I will win I will rise once again
You can give me all your hate but I cannot relate
If you ask me how I did it I will tell you it was fate

Nobody knows the struggle that I've been through all these years
Feeling everything around me till I drank a hundred beers
Never thought of killing myself till I learned what disappointment was
I survived now I thrive I'm never giving up
I know that I was put here for a reason have it figured out
Had to go through what I did to be where I am now
I would like to thank the people in my life who stood right by my side
The ones that taught me how to rise when I had no more hope inside
To the people who kicked me when I was on the ground
I wanna thank you for the inspiration this is what I've found
What goes up must come down karma always comes around
Know that what you did to me has helped me be where I am now

I have faith I will win I will rise once again
You can give me all your hate but I cannot relate
If you ask me how I did it I will tell you it was fate