All that bullshit was heaven sent
I'm more focused now
It left cracks in my soul
But now I know
It's how the light gets in
Now I don't wanna ever fall in love
If I lose myself
I don't wanna ever fall in love
If I
I want that black stretch
That limousine
With the TVs in the seats
Putting me first before anybody
Me first before anybody
Listen , you're born beautiful
Mistaken for flaws cause you looking through a monocle of life on IG
That is on screen but behind the scenes, everybody just equal
Everybody has problems to attend to
Ain't nobody live the life like they wanted to
The key to happiness is to be grateful
Blessed with a baby girl for that i will thank you
Uh, Shes pure as the city,
My heart is merry, peace blossoming like cherries
I feel the sun smiling at me gently
Angels flew down, chanting melodic memories to me
Uh, as I held her in my arms,
Tears of joy, I can't help it if I'm crying,
I found the place for my soul its in my heart,
Dear God, Forgive me i don't see it from the start, I'm sorry
All that bullshit was heaven sent
I'm more focused now
It left cracks in my soul
But now I know
It's how the light gets in
Now I don't wanna ever fall in love
If I lose myself
I don't wanna ever fall in love
If I lose myself
I'm putting myself before anybody
I used to be on the front line for everybody
I've wasted too many tears for too many years
For too many peers, was it even worth it?
I'd rather ride on my own than tag along
With the wrong company, so don't get me wrong
All I'm saying is, I need to love myself
Fo' I can share my love with anybody else
Nobody knows all the pain that I kept within
Everybody wanna talk, no one is listening
Everybody went to war, some made it out alive
I got my own scars, I'm feeling dead inside
So I took a step back just to analyse
Where did I go wrong, where did I messed it up
Ain't no hero I can't be there for everybody
It's time to love myself and keep the focus on me
Time to love myself and keep the focus on me
All that bullshit was heaven sent
I'm more focused now
It left cracks in my soul
But now I know
It's how the light gets in
Now I don't wanna ever fall in love
If I lose myself
I don't wanna ever fall in love
If I
I want that black stretch
That limousine
With the TVs in the seats
Putting me first before anybody
Me first before anybody