Mournin' All - Eighteen Weeks Lyrics

I can't hear through the noise
Or find I way through
The dark cloud following me
Isn't viewed as a f*cking disease
No funding won't catch no help
So I'll try and just march through hell
I'm afraid to sleep because my dreams keep torturing me
Never have no peace until eternal sleep
Your life's worth more than the box they burn you in
So I'll hang on for now and hope my life begins
Smoking to forget
All the once in lifetime events
Depression weighing me down
It's hard with only yourself around
Breaking bread with the devil
Seems like the norm
But I'd rather not knock at his door
Accountability lost on us
But can you blame us who can we trust
300000 excess deaths,
That's blood on your hands
But there's no one left
To hold you to account
Cause you payed them off
So your mates get rich
While the poor gets f*cked
Cutting the funding for mental health
And you wonder why no one's them selves
But you can not break me ,
I will no falter
Preach your shit from a burning alter
I'm afraid to sleep because my dreams keep torturing me
Never have no peace until eternal sleep
Your life's worth more than the box they burn you in
I can't talk right now I've lost to many friends
Once a lifetime in double digits
It's all catching up and my mind is driven
To one thing and I'm so ashamed
To f*cking scared to give it a name
It only stops if I kill myself
If I slip I can't call for help
The last thing I see will be my weightless legs as I swing from the rope, that I hung from the stairs
Tory scum is your conscious clear
Tory scum is your conscious clear